DEVIANT Coming home - Sunday!
Updated: 7 month(s) ago
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Deviant is offline for the next several months. Who is DEVIANT: the basics
Alias - Ian, Jay, Deviant Age - Legal Status - Unavailable Orientaion - Sorry ladies, I love the gentlemen too. [BiSexual] Location: Sacrosanct (It's imaginary, look it up.) Residence: United States of Hell, Wisconsin Interests: Reading, Writing, Drawing, Arts, Digital Graphics Contact: If you have my number, you can call me. [Jonelle, I think you are the only one who has my number...] Questions? - Sorry I won't be able to answer them.
Shades of Hue... [A poem, inspired by you, Hue]
I want to take your breath away as you stare me in the eyes, So I can breathe with you and let you breathe me in. I want to slowly let you fall to your feet, So I carry you upon my back, and let you know that you count on me.
Maybe today the sky won't be blue, And the clouds will stay, And the sun won't shine, But I know, that you still are--my Shade of Hue.
Hands so soft, hands so gentle, I want to brush these hands across your face. Hands that care, appreciate, and love you, even at your worse. Just to let you know, my hand is here, whenever you need a pull.
Maybe today the flowers won't bloom, And the grass may wither, And the tress may stand still, Know that a part of you is in my heart, you--my Shade of Hue.
A promise I've made, A lifetime of wishes I'll grant for you anyday. Because I don't want you to believe-- That the promises I make, I intend to break.
Maybe I won't see the rainbow today, And the color of your face, And maybe if I was colorblind, No matter what color they paint you, you are--my Shade of Hue.
This is the promise I've made.
Pour Jonelle
This image is for you, because you need to laugh, you need to smile. And sorry, for telling you all the lies I wish I could've done for myself. I know, because I never told you, that the things I told you to do, I couldn't do them myself. Forgive me, your choice. The first girl who comes on AU, demanding why this little cutie man is older. Remember, you called me an old man. Sorry, I hurt your feelings more than I should. But understand, I'm not perfect.
--Quand tu lis ca, je ne suis plus ici. Je suis desolé pour tout que je fait. Parce que je ne peux pas fait le meme. Ce n'est pas adiue, mais au revoir, un autre jour. Mon amie.--
Remember, you are never alone in this world.
" Life doesn't give you the people you want, it gives you the people you need. To help you, to hurt you, to love you, to leave you, and to make you into the person you were meant to be. "
[ Live ] I live by this quote, because it's all that I believe in. If we didn't meet the people we were supposed to meet, love the people we loved, and hurt the people who we were supposed to hurt, and in return receive those same people, we would not be who we are today. We have to remember, this world has a plan for us, no matter what religion we are, where we are, who we are, we all play a role in this world, so remember, that no matter how much it hurts, or how unhappy life is, everything and everyone will find their way in th end.

For Hung; Webmaster, King of AU Hung, I have to thank you for putting up with all my complaints and all the stress I've probably put on you. Though I was one of the few first comers on AU, my stays have varied and well, I was hoping I'd be staying for a long time. I appreciate all you've done for me, and for keeping up with all the crap I've given you. Honestly Hung, you are the person I looked up to a lot. As young as I was, I wanted to open a site just like this, attemped twice, but with just forums... never happened. So I admire you, school, and trying to have a net life as well. You're way awesome, and well, keep this site up. I'll be back.
A going away present: topless pictures, don't stare too much.
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Posted: 9 month(s) ago
I want to take your breath away as you stare me in the eyes, So I can breathe with you and let you breathe me in. I want to slowly let you fall to your feet, So I carry you upon my back, and let you know that you count on me. Maybe today the sky won't be ...
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Cassiopeia - TVXQ Forever
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Dorks are BACK!!! :P
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GAMERS
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Hmong on AU
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Mitsuko's Asian Movie and Drama Uploads
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The College Life
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The DarkSide
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Tianxia Headqaurters
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Xiah;♥
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About Me:
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Deviant is offline for the next several months. Who is DEVIANT: the basics
Alias - Ian, Jay, Deviant Age - Legal Status - Unavailable Orientaion - Sorry ladies, I love the gentlemen too. [BiSexual] Location: Sacrosanct (It's imaginary, look it up.) Residence: United States of Hell, Wisconsin Interests: Reading, Writing, Drawing, Arts, Digital Graphics Contact: If you have my number, you can call me. [Jonelle, I think you are the only one who has my number...] Questions? - Sorry I won't be able to answer them.
Shades of Hue... [A poem, inspired by you, Hue]
I want to take your breath away as you stare me in the eyes, So I can breathe with you and let you breathe me in. I want to slowly let you fall to your feet, So I carry you upon my back, and let you know that you count on me.
Maybe today the sky won't be blue, And the clouds will stay, And the sun won't shine, But I know, that you still are--my Shade of Hue.
Hands so soft, hands so gentle, I want to brush these hands across your face. Hands that care, appreciate, and love you, even at your worse. Just to let you know, my hand is here, whenever you need a pull.
Maybe today the flowers won't bloom, And the grass may wither, And the tress may stand still, Know that a part of you is in my heart, you--my Shade of Hue.
A promise I've made, A lifetime of wishes I'll grant for you anyday. Because I don't want you to believe-- That the promises I make, I intend to break.
Maybe I won't see the rainbow today, And the color of your face, And maybe if I was colorblind, No matter what color they paint you, you are--my Shade of Hue.
This is the promise I've made.
Pour Jonelle
This image is for you, because you need to laugh, you need to smile. And sorry, for telling you all the lies I wish I could've done for myself. I know, because I never told you, that the things I told you to do, I couldn't do them myself. Forgive me, your choice. The first girl who comes on AU, demanding why this little cutie man is older. Remember, you called me an old man. Sorry, I hurt your feelings more than I should. But understand, I'm not perfect.
--Quand tu lis ca, je ne suis plus ici. Je suis desolé pour tout que je fait. Parce que je ne peux pas fait le meme. Ce n'est pas adiue, mais au revoir, un autre jour. Mon amie.--
Remember, you are never alone in this world.
" Life doesn't give you the people you want, it gives you the people you need. To help you, to hurt you, to love you, to leave you, and to make you into the person you were meant to be. "
[ Live ] I live by this quote, because it's all that I believe in. If we didn't meet the people we were supposed to meet, love the people we loved, and hurt the people who we were supposed to hurt, and in return receive those same people, we would not be who we are today. We have to remember, this world has a plan for us, no matter what religion we are, where we are, who we are, we all play a role in this world, so remember, that no matter how much it hurts, or how unhappy life is, everything and everyone will find their way in th end.

For Hung; Webmaster, King of AU Hung, I have to thank you for putting up with all my complaints and all the stress I've probably put on you. Though I was one of the few first comers on AU, my stays have varied and well, I was hoping I'd be staying for a long time. I appreciate all you've done for me, and for keeping up with all the crap I've given you. Honestly Hung, you are the person I looked up to a lot. As young as I was, I wanted to open a site just like this, attemped twice, but with just forums... never happened. So I admire you, school, and trying to have a net life as well. You're way awesome, and well, keep this site up. I'll be back.
A going away present: topless pictures, don't stare too much.
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Blog Entries (10)
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Posted: 9 month(s) ago
I want to take your breath away as you stare me in the eyes, So I can breathe with you and let you breathe me in. I want to slowly let you fall to your feet, So I carry you upon my back, and let you know that you count on me. Maybe today the sky won't be blue, And the clouds will stay, And the sun won't shine, But I know, that you still are--my Shade of...
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Posted: 9 month(s) ago
Seems like everytime I break down my walls and crumble my insecurites to invite someone new into my life... I always end up with a heart break, a heart ache, and a lasting memory of how cruel this world can be. Always seems that I will lose everyone I ever fall in love with... Sometimes I want to believe--that this is my punishment, that anyon...
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Posted: 9 month(s) ago
Just when you think all is going down hill. The world works it's wonders, and everything seems alright. When you lose something, someone, in return, the world gives you someone or something in return. Maybe it's just luck, and maybe it's just coincidence. Or possibly--it could all be fate, destiny waiting to happen. What ever...
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Posted: 9 month(s) ago
What kind of friend blackmails you with your own stuff? That kind of friend doesn't deserve to get to know me. I'm sorry, but after I give too many chances, there will be none when I'm all done.
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Posted: 10 month(s) ago
I feel lonely, dead, drifting in the midst of reality and life. Maybe I'm confused about everything that's flowing internally, emotionally, mentally. Maybe my wires are skewed, short-circuited, maybe broken. Because I'm finding myself writing out your name, I'm finding myself thinking about you unintentionally, and I'm finding myself regretting everythi...
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